It can be suffocating— I can feel my heart breaking because behind these walls can be so lonely but being alone is where I truly feel free.
They actually love you but when it comes to the bad habits that you can’t easily stop doing their patience slowly wear off as time goes by when they said that they will understand and they will wait for you but they can’t wait forever, you will have to eventually change your ways before it’s too late and they decide that they can’t wait for you any longer. You also have to know that they get tired like you do. You have to work hard to make a relationship work while they are doing their part, you have to do yours and that’s how it goes. All those romantic films that you have watched when you were younger were bullshit. It’s more complicated than you think and it’s definitely not a fairytale.
I get that now, he’s not going to be understanding all the time and I’m not the only one who needs him, he needs me too.
You brought back the life in my eyes, you showed me the truth behind all the lies, you stayed when all I knew was good byes.
The countless fights we had endured wounded us and we covered them up with band-aids but it doesn’t hide the blood dripping from it.
Stay with me, it’s going to get bumpy but we’ll get through because right now I can’t imagine not having you around and it breaks my heart just the thought of losing you.
Stay with me because you made me believe in love and without you I don’t know if I’ll ever believe in it again, the pain that you will leave will be unbearable for me to even handle.
Stay with me and I promise I will love you and only you, I don’t see myself with anybody else but you. I am yours.
Just stay with me because you’re one of the reason why this life is still worth living.
Please… stay with me.