MY WALLS

Behind a fortress, I am safe from the madness that is outside surrounding me and I can feel them closing in, alerting my senses.  

It can be suffocating— I can feel my heart breaking because behind these walls can be so lonely but being alone is where I truly feel free.

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IT’S NOT A FAIRYTALE

I had to learn it the hard way that people has limits when it comes to loving you even those who you were sure that will never hurt you.
 

They actually love you but when it comes to the bad habits that you can’t easily stop doing their patience slowly wear off as time goes by when they said that they will understand and they will wait for you but they can’t wait forever, you will have to eventually change your ways before it’s too late and they decide that they can’t wait for you any longer. You also have to know that they get tired like you do. You have to work hard to make a relationship work while they are doing their part, you have to do yours and that’s how it goes. All those romantic films that you have watched when you were younger were bullshit. It’s more complicated than you think and it’s definitely not a fairytale.

I get that now, he’s not going to be understanding all the time and I’m not the only one who needs him, he needs me too.

YOU

You lit me up while I was in the midst of my darkest night, you were my moon and stars that shine so bright— you were my light.

You brought back the life in my eyes, you showed me the truth behind all the lies, you stayed when all I knew was good byes.

STAY WITH ME

I was incapable of falling in love… that’s what I thought but then you came around, you didn’t sweep me off of my feet. You waited, you were persistent and you didn’t give up. You broke down my walls and you found a way through my heart. It was a lot of hard work and patience and it’s going to get even more difficult as we continue our journey.

Stay with me, it’s going to get bumpy but we’ll get through because right now I can’t imagine not having you around and it breaks my heart just the thought of losing you.

Stay with me because you made me believe in love and without you I don’t know if I’ll ever believe in it again, the pain that you will leave will be unbearable for me to even handle.

Stay with me and I promise I will love you and only you, I don’t see myself with anybody else but you. I am yours.

Just stay with me because you’re one of the reason why this life is still worth living.

Please… stay with me.