You care so much
what others think
that you let yourself
drown and sink
to words that adds
to the weight
that you already
have and hate.
Now, the thing is
you overthink this
your mind makes a list
of things you should dismiss
your mind is not in peace
and it’s like a disease,
when will it ever cease?
I’m starting to think if we we’re supposed to be together because we say more “sorrys” than “I love you”.
What is love?
We have always been asked this question, I think ever since when we were young and we often answer this with common answers that can be found on the internet but that’s their answers how about your personal answer? Have you already found it?
Some may have found it already while some are still searching for it. We have our own definition to the word love and it changes as to how we experience it. And as I’m experiencing it, it’s kind of a blurry vision that gets clearer and clearer as you wipe your eyes. I finally found my definition of love.
Love is a learning, it’s a choice, decision and a commitment. It’s not a feeling, it’s not something born out of sparks, it’s a progress. I don’t believe in love at first sight because you learn to love something or someone. It’s probably the hardest subject to study but it’s worth it. When you meet a person you learn their personality and you learn to accept it then you get fond of it, you accept even the worst parts of that person and that’s when you decide whether you want this person in your life and if you do, you commit to that person. It’s not about falling out of love, it’s a decision to stay when things get bumpy and it’s your choice if you still want that person.
As I’ve said we all have different definitions of love, you may or may not agree with what I’ve just stated in this post but what matters is your own perception of it and I hope you believe in love.
So, this is my version and definition of love. What’s yours? x
CREDITS TO PHOTO OWNER
Seeking acceptance through vanity
that you forget your own dignity,
for the sake of what? Approval?
Honey, this world is cruel
and you know it– you’re a jewel.
Yet, you let yourself be a fool
by letting yourself be consumed
in this modern day tune.
Singing of showing more skin
now your clothes are thin,
you follow the trends,
you gain new friends
will they be there until the end?
Because I can’t comprehend
the need of validation
through manipulated illusion
just to feel good about yourself
and just to feel accepted
But all I see are lonely kids
wanting to be wanted.
CREDITS TO PHOTO OWNER
When I look at you I know I will be okay because even the darkest thoughts fades away.