The tranquility terrifies me for I was once filled with chaos from within.

I battled through these wars long enough to question did I really win?

Deep inside my mind, it’s just a matter of time until it all falls apart

and this calmness is just holding off what will finally crush my heart.



4 thoughts on “FAKE CALMNESS

  1. Aaahhhhh…. I can relate to this so much. That questioning and doubting… Like something is bound to go wrong. Like you don’t deserve to be happy for more than 5 seconds before something happens again. And the waiting for something bad to happen… Self sabotage sucks!!

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