The tranquility terrifies me for I was once filled with chaos from within.
I battled through these wars long enough to question did I really win?
Deep inside my mind, it’s just a matter of time until it all falls apart
and this calmness is just holding off what will finally crush my heart.
Gigantic Thought Bubble 
Aaahhhhh…. I can relate to this so much. That questioning and doubting… Like something is bound to go wrong. Like you don’t deserve to be happy for more than 5 seconds before something happens again. And the waiting for something bad to happen… Self sabotage sucks!!
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Beautifully written by the way!
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It totally sucks! It’s like happiness is not a normal thing that happens for us.
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