I feel so pathetic these days and I feel even more pathetic by posting this but screw it! It’s just that I know everything’s fine but deep down inside I just feel so sad. I’m trying so hard to be happy or even just to pretend and I think I’m getting better at it but it’s really kind of exhausting. I even stopped isolating myself and just kept chatting with some friends because I know when I’m left all alone I’ll just start to overthink. I’m really trying and people have no idea how hard I try everyday.
Or I’m just really being melodramatic at this point in my life lol. I hope things will get better for me emotionally.