Lately, I’ve been thinking…
Too much about everything and then nothing. I want to change this to “Lately, I want to think about…” and that is school that’s it I just want to focus on that as much as possible but I can’t. Lately it’s been too much thinking for me, I just need to shut my brain off. (But how?)
Lately, I’ve been feeling…
Old and tired lol. Old because I just turned 20 last Wednesday. I feel really sad about it because I’m just not ready for adulthood yet and thinking that my age just dropped that suffix “-teen” makes me anxious. Tired because of life itself too much stuff going on. I badly need a break.
Lately, I’ve been wanting…
To sleep and rest and leave and read and write and not exist for awhile or forever lol. But seriously I just want to get away and have some time alone it’s actually not a want it’s a need. I need to breathe.
Lately, I’ve been doing…
I just started to read a book again. I’m currently reading Eleanor & Park it occupies my mind at night and I think I can finish it by today or tomorrow (hopefully).
Lately, I’ve been hoping…
For something, just something, anything.
How’s your life lately?
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Happy late birthday!! I remember turning 20 and not thinking of it as a big deal, but then a few days passed, and a few weeks and “adulting” starting to set it. It’s scary at first but I know you’ll get the hang of it! 😀
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Thank you. Yes it’s kind of overwhelming, quite freaks me out just by thinking of all the responsibilities 😅
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I’m still waiting for the adult thing to take hold, I sit amongst a group of school mums and feel like a teenager whose lucky to be allowed into the adult world. I feel so honoured whenever real grown ups admire anything I say. Except my 23 year old friend, because she’s my daughter and if I’m a perpetual teen she must be a baby. At 45 I joke a lot about being old and I love the wealth of experience I have but I’m 15 in my heart for good or bad.
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